Every year I make a pact with myself, "This year is going to be different." But most years turn out the same. I have my ups and downs. I wrestle with depression. I try. I fail. I have some good times, but it's hard. I feel like I'm not enough. Not good enough. Not capable… Continue reading Rototilling My Beliefs in 2018
I always thought I was an introvert because I tend to be shy, something I've somewhat overcome, but at my core, that's my tendency. However, I've had to reevaluate this assumption, based on this definition: Introverts tend to not know what they're going to say until they know what they're thinking, whereas extroverts tend to not… Continue reading Introverts and Extroverts, Which One Are You?
I watched this video this morning and I was sobbing, literally crying on my keyboard. I actually had to stop this video, have a good cry, then finish watching the video. I then wrote this post and sobbed some more. This video may as well have been written for me, it rang THAT true. (This is NOT one… Continue reading Why do I self destruct?