Every year I make a pact with myself, "This year is going to be different." But most years turn out the same. I have my ups and downs. I wrestle with depression. I try. I fail. I have some good times, but it's hard. I feel like I'm not enough. Not good enough. Not capable… Continue reading Rototilling My Beliefs in 2018
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Introverts and Extroverts, Which One Are You?
I always thought I was an introvert because I tend to be shy, something I've somewhat overcome, but at my core, that's my tendency. However, I've had to reevaluate this assumption, based on this definition: Introverts tend to not know what they're going to say until they know what they're thinking, whereas extroverts tend to not… Continue reading Introverts and Extroverts, Which One Are You?
Why do I self destruct?
I watched this video this morning and I was sobbing, literally crying on my keyboard. I actually had to stop this video, have a good cry, then finish watching the video. I then wrote this post and sobbed some more. This video may as well have been written for me, it rang THAT true. (This is NOT one… Continue reading Why do I self destruct?